to start off, we got in there at like 6:15. the doors were supposed to open at 6:30. more like 7. the line that was for the people who already had tickets was against the wall of the venue, and the merch section was like open AND OH MY GOD I GOT SO CLOSE TO RICKY TERROR'S ASS.

and then we got in there, got sweet x's on our hands, and went into the pit. we got some water and decided to go on the top thing because it's easier to see down there and we didnt have to worry about getting moshed. there weren't that many people but those moshers went craazy.

four year strong were first, they were good. their lead singer looks like one of the guys from 300. and their keyboarder was cute. the lamest pit ever broke out. but matt manning walked around the top with a juicebox! he didnt come to where we were standing though :(

brighten were next, they were pretty boring but they were all adorable. matt good came out during the set and stood off to the side and did the most frightening dance ever.

and then vanna. OH MY GOD THEY WERE AMAZING! their crowd was so great. they sound so good live and were really energetic and their crowd went craaazy. we got it all on film <3

after vanna i was pretty pooped so went to go sit down by a bench that was against the wall. i felt pretty sick but then i poured some water on my head and felt better. after that, these scene kids had stools by the fencey thing and they moved to go sit by the window so we stole their seat. ALESANA ARE REALLY GOOD LIVE. like, a lot better than they are on the cd. i saw my mom and yelled for her like 9345843 times and she didnt hear so i ran down the stairs and got her. she came up with us and then we went to go buy a shirt.

OKAY SO I GOT IN THERE AND BOUGHT A SHIRT. it is probably way too big, but that's okay. i tipped ricky & he gave me 8345435 stickers and a poster. HE HIGH FIVED ME! my life=made.

okay so then we got good places upstairs. fftl played secrets, kiss me, two new songs, note to self, christmassacre, ride the wings, dead baby kickball, and the latest plague. the drummer from vanna was right behind us! we got a picture with him and savannah got him to sign her hoodie. he was rly nice. okay, after that, savannah randomly shoved the camera & her merch at me and ran into the bathroom. my mom, down at the bar, got this scared look on her face [not from the moshers, she found them rather hilarious] and then savannah was in there for a while. i recorded like 3 fftl songs and sang my fucking heart out like the idiot i am and then she came back and made motions like she threw up.

we went downstairs to sit at the bar with my mom. guess who sat behind me? a very sweaty lead singer from alesana. i thought i lost my sharpie so i didnt ask him to sign anything but i was going to get him to sign my arm or something. maybe my pants. i didnt even think that savannah might have it, nor was i bothered enough to ask because fftl were too busy being amazing and i was too busy being amazed.

they finished with ride the wings of pestilence, it was so amazing. im still blown away. we left during all the RIDE THE WINGS OFFF PESSSSTILLLLLENCEE!es. and i sat there watching in amazement from some window until they finished and everyone left me. pft.

when we were walking to the car we saw a qtpie from brighten walking around! we didnt ask him for anything though.

:) anyway, my life is amazing. aksgkdsjgkds.

I still think my friends are ignoring me. Except for Savannah, but that's because i'm her ride to the FFTL show. Pfft. And Kari's been making discreet cracks at my music ever since I said FBR sucks ass and it's really really funny. Like I don't know my music sucks! Next year I'm going to make friends with all those kids who worship me instead of making fun of them. God knows they won't ignore me. :)

Anyway, while I mentioned sucky music, BTF have reached an all new low. Well, Craig did. But they did take the most homosexual picture ever. Anyway, he started approving his comments on everything so girls don't call him hot because apparently thats not allowed because they're back together. I feel so bad for Gabby, he's annoying as shit. And he also said how if you come up to him you have to just say "Sup@choo" otherwise he won't respond because YOU'RE FLIRTING WITH HIM! GOD FORBID! And now he completely deleted his myspace. That's good though because I was tired of seeing Gab being rude to the girls who comment his pictures because what the hell? He's in a band, what did you expect? Might I add, a band where most of their fans are coming from their looks. Seriously, 100,000 kids can't like that shit.

My hair is pissing me off. If I wasn't such a s00per scene kid i'd shave that bitch off. A bunch of people told me that their hair was breaking off really bad so they stopped straightening it for a while and it helped. I haven't straightened mine since Saturday, and I also started a method of conditioning [day one, deep condition, day two, normal conditioner, day three, eggs w/ normal conditioner, day four normal, and repeat] and I pulled out a chunk of it last night so that's TOTALLY HELPING. My hair is shit, I hope my daddy buys me a CHI straightener cos those are supposed to be a lot better for your hair. I think anything's better than my shitty Revlon one.

Well fuck.

well yesterday i had a big ass fit over dumb stuff. my mom decided to run upstairs to watch tv in her bedroom instead of letting me rant to her so i decided to post it in my lj! woo!


1. i missed blessthefall for the 34543th time on tuesday. it's really fucking depressing since most of you know how much i want to see them and how long i've waited and i'm just getting tired of missing them. they're getting big and they're not going to remember me by my million myspace messages i send them. they're just not.

2. my mother is the biggest idiot ever. I ASKED HER if she would take savannah & i [and come in with us and shit] to the fftl concert and she said yes. and then yesterday when i asked her about paying for sven's ticket and then she'll pay us back on the day of the show and my mom was like "oh so i'm taking all of you?"
"... me and savannah, yes."
"but i thought katey & bianca were going to take you LOLZ."
yeah so now i dont think that savannah can come and its depressing.

3. my mp3 wouldn't charge. i figured it was broken but my sister said it was the cords cos hers wouldnt do it either. -nod-

4. i have a really bad sweating problem and it makes me really paranoid and i've been worrying about it like crazy lately and i found this stuff on the net that's like 5 bucks and a bunch [and like srsly a bunch] who sound just like me said it worked so i asked my mom if we could give it a try. it wouldn't hurt. and she looked at me like i was an idiot and said that "i think you're getting a little obsessed over all of this." bitch.

5. my friends are ignoring me. it's not even to a point where they invited me and i couldnt go, but no. they just dont tell me until later when they're spending 45 minutes telling me all the interesting things they did and i have to sit there and act like i give a shit.

6. i really miss eric. i do. secretly, at least. i had a dream where we were a swell couple and shit and everything was good and then i had to remember that its not. i don't want to dump him at all but i know its for the best. and it doesn't matter either way because no one picks up the phone at his house and his annoying fat friends are bugging me about it and when i complain his other not-so-annoying-but-still-fat friends tell those annoying fat friends so then thye get all "i didnt mean to get into your business im sorry i offended you!!!!!!!" because they've been all skittish around me ever since kari owned them in picture comments for calling eric a hotty. it's not like im fucking jesus.

7. my hair is really getting on my nerves. i've been cutting a little bit of it off so it stops curling in, which it does for a few days, and then it does it again. and its like to my chin now and i only have about a month to grow it out again and god knows its not going to go anywhere because of how bad it breaks off. I FUCKING HATE SHORT HAIR. I REALLY DO.


bahaha i applaud you if you read this
now go listen to pierce the veil.
myspace.com/piercetheveil

okay so my mom & i [and a doctor =p] agree that bleaching my whole head about 3 times which is how much i would about have to to make it red is gonna completely kill it and make my scalp itch worse.


i don't want it to itch worse.


SO CURRENTLY, RIGHT NOW, RIGHT THIS SECOND, i am doing blonde chunks.


i might dye some of those blonde chunks some sort of bright color [that's MIGHT, depending on how much i like the blonde or how much the lady puts in or w/e]. not all of them because that's too much maintenance and i don't trust my mom one bit.

what color should i dooooo?


http://www.amphigory.com/se_blue_mayhem.html
http://www.amphigory.com/se_burgundy_wine.html
http://www.amphigory.com/se_wildflower.html
http://www.amphigory.com/se_joyride.html
http://www.amphigory.com/se_fishbowl.html
http://www.amphigory.com/se_cupcake_pink.html
http://www.amphigory.com/se_ruby_red.html

heeelp me pick!

because its that time of night when people are hurting rose's feelings for stupid reasons.


a skylit drive are not fucking gross even if i say they're fucking gross and that does not mean that you can fucking say they're gross cos you don't fucking like them :(



panic! at the disco are disgusting.




have a nice fucking night.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKZwK8f2Mmc



What the hell :(


I expected the girl to be abused and shit. The only sort of abusing I see is when she gets scared by Craig's face. Poor girl's gonna need therapy.

Might I add, the end WAS SCARY. But you can highly notice Craig's lack of t33f.


Also at the beginning WTF DOES SHE DROP?
a dead puppy?
bobby light's mullet?
BOBBY LIGHT GONNA DO YOU RIGHT.

I went to bed too late last night to be getting up at 10:00 :/ But my mom and I are going to Ben Franklin so life is good.

TEH PREGNANT FRIEND REPLIED!

"i haven't talked to him since like a week before school let out."

TEH PREGNANT FRIEND IS NO HELP!

Seriously wtf happened to that kid.

:(

click


jordan blake, what did you do to your head.